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I'm twenty!
What the hell.
Thats all I have to say.
What the hell.
Its a rather strange realization, that you're no longer a teenager. That there are things you /should/ be doing. A life you should be developing. But these things don't all come at once time, and for different people you develop at different times.

I'm well on my way to finishing a degree in a good job, and I'll be able to provide for myself quite fine. But where I'm accelerating in my academic life, my romantic one is well... nonexistent. But, romance is not everything~!...
Okay, coming from a romantic novelist like I-- that really is ironic. Romance is needed in life, and while I can wait and bide my time when I'm younger-- Its the age now that I should at least have some experience. And while I do have some, it just doesn't feel like I have enough.

anywho, enough ranting about depressing things!
My mom gave me breakfast in bed, and 200$ in a cute kitty card <3 It was adorable. The card was one of those ones that had a recorded message, only her's was pretty hilarious and you couldn't record your own. "Third life my furry butt! She's at least on life eight and a day. Merrrooo~" Also, it was said with one of those SUPPERSEXAY voices XDDD

Also, saturday I went out with my brother's fiancee for a night onthe town~
BUT MAN WAS SYDNEY DEAD.
AND I MEAN GHOST TOWN WE'RE THE ONLY CAR ON THE MAIN HIGH WAY AT EIGHT OCLOCK IN THE NIGHT DEAD.
And aftera day of it being so warm and nice out IT WAS FREAKY.
We had to turn on the radio to make sure thre wasn't any "Attention, all citizens should STAY IN SIDE." Announcements LOLOL.

Turns out everyone was gone to that Paul McCartney concert in halifax.
and I mean EVERYONE. except me, and my bro's fiancee. We went to see TRANSFORMERS.
and had Ice cream at DQ.
That was really fun <3
She gave me a card from my brother (who couldn't comedown for my b-day) and it had a 60$ gift certificate to the University book store. Meaning, I was to buy books with my birthday money. Bah. Lol. That was a harsh reminder.

anduhn, thats my birthday so far~

A bunch of online buddeh's already wished me Happy b-day, ilugaiz.

I also have to work a five hour shift tonight.
Ugh.
I hope its a slow day. I really do.
Also, my DA subscription is up on my b-day. How nice, I just noticed LOL.